The Split Heart: Carta Marina by Ann Fisher-Wirth

Part II, The Coming of Winter, shows her trying to deny the presence of this spectre and its ravaging effect on her life. In “December 3” (pp. 38-39), on the deck of a boat at night, she admits that Peter and she “wanted something more… / … like dark, like sleep, pouring through all the marrow of our bones,” until they saw the “borealis” “glimmering over the trees”: a glimpse of understanding in the confusion of thought, of her “guilt.” In “March 22” (p. 58), she maps the future for us, as if to reassure with clear navgation lines: “He and I will rarely see each other, never / sleep together,” even though in “April 3. In the Restaurant” (pp. 61-62), she wants to “lie down together / ah, but how? … for I love my husband / for his wife is not my enemy.” Murder belongs to the past; in the present it is denied consciousness and turned inward: “Take me     take me      take me     river.”

In Part III, Les très riches heures, she goes to Paris with Peter to meet her former lover and his wife:

April was…
…the windy light in Paris, April
was the man’s spine, his whole torso,
trembling violently, his arms around me,
we sat on the bench where he goes to think
and he shook until the cold sun calmed him.

— “April 10. Vaxjo,” p. 68

Spring reaches the European north not long before their leaving Sweden, albeit with her “heart still split” (“April 20,” pp. 74-75). We are treated to the soft assonances of the s’s and t’s in the following lines, the delicate insect a contrast to the monsters that inhabit the ancient map:

Light
Light

saturating this bowl
of cedar- and birch-ringed bogland.

Promiscuous     indiscriminate     without reck or care
It pours on the yellow butterfly

— “April 30,” p. 74
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